a letter to my heart

Dear Heart,
Would you please listen to Brain? You know well enough that it's over. But why do you continue missing him? Why do you still care for him when you know well enough that he doesn't give a damn about you?! When will you wake up and face the fact that he's not coming back? Not as that special someone nor as a friend?. Accept the fact that you've lost your best friend, that he's not coming back. Move on for Pete's sake.! You're making it hard for yourself. That's why Brain's driving himself busy just so you won't feel a thing anymore. Did you know that he's almost worn out from all of the things that are required of him? But you know what, he still accepts everything. Want to know why? It's because to not let you feel any pain anymore. He knows well enough that you're tired of feeling pain, that you don't want to feel anything anymore. But please, Heart, try to do your part as well. You're making it hard for Brain as well as for me. I know that what you're going through it not easy. Both Brain and I am aware of that fact. That's why we're making ways to keep all of us busy. We're trying to numb you of that feeling. Until the one who will make you feel no pain comes along. Reserve that for the one. He doesn't deserve the attention you're giving to him. He has neglected you. He didn't care for you in the first place. If he did, he would have stayed. He would have fought for you. He would have been HONEST with you. Engrave that fact to yourself. Always remember that. So do yourself a favor, forget about him. That's what he wants anyway. He's the first one who forgot about you so it's pointless to give that attention to him. Besides, he seems happy that you're not around anymore. Isn't that enough to push you to let him go? What did you see in him anyway?! I don't get you. *sigh* You're just hurting yourself even more. Do yourself a favor and save yourself the pain. You don't deserve it. It's painful because you know you have loved truly. At least you know that you gave what you could. Cheer up. The one for you is just there. He just didn't arrive yet. :)